So if my husband was home, today we would be in Greensburg (well actually we would have bee there since Friday). This morning we would have attended services at our church there. More than likely my husband and four children would have been in their military uniforms (Dh - the Army Reserves and the four children in Young Marines). Possibly they would have played a part in the service.
But instead today my husband is on missions in the New York City area and we are in our new home of record. I am so lonely and frustrated. I am tired of people saying the time will pass by quickly because I can assure you time is dragging for me.
There is very little communication, which is hard. My children are all suffering from Dad being gone. It breaks my heart to have my little girl sit in my lap crying because she misses Daddy and wants him home. She is only 10.
I am not up to full strength for this. I have no energy, feel like my heart is pounding way too fast. I am just so wiped out. I feel dizzy and just out of sorts. I can't help being concerned about my own health. I also can't help being concerned about my own health.
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